today is the day of flashbacks. and to be clear, its so easy to have flashbacks in my room..
i think about six months before, when our only concern was “what to wear” that night or “how long will we stay there” or at most “will we be able to wake up for the class” It was a strange runaway for all of us. We ran from our responsibilities, we ran from the “ourselves” that we had to be, we ran from everything. and we just became who we wanted to became. maybe that was just because we know it was an exceptional time period and everything will be back to normal, or maybe that’s who we really want to be when no one is around .. hard to know.
And now we are back. The most of the people who “truly” knows me back there are minimum 440, maximum 4000 km away. I have responsibilities that I do not want to deal with and there is no way I can be relax about it cause this time, it’s not a phase that will pass, this one is the one i have to stick with.
Welcome back to the real world kid.